duka lara kecewa...

Rasa macam nk tgk wayang...cerita Mission Impossible 4 : Ghost Protocol *antu pun ade protocol ke?? heheh..
tapi...tapi...org yg diajak tu dh tgk dgn org lain.. =.=
kesian pulak kt org yg diajak kalau tgk ulang2 kali..x surprised dh sbb kena pura2 konon xtgk lg..so lame of me! *bz dgn jadual..igt nk release la tension...hurmm....
Xpelah..tgu yg dvdrip lah..download je...tp feeling tetap x same tgk kt wayang kan? kan? kan? huhuhu..sedih!
New year nnt nk buat ape ye? nk pergi mane ye? kawan2 semua balik kg or mybe keje.... bertapa dlm rumah tgk bunga api dlm tv  la jawabnye...sob..sob..sob...
Ntah kenapa ntah hujung tahun ni rasa sedih...resah je..mlm2 x leh tido lena sgt..mesti terjaga awal punye...
Exam xlama je lagi..kena usaha ni..nk buktikan kat seseorang yg aku pun layak....chaiyok2!! :)

"Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku...Engkau berilah kekuatan kepadaku utk menempuh hari2 yg mencabar ini,maafkanlah org yg melukakan hatiku pada tahun ini,yg membohongiku,yg menyusahkanku secara sengaja ataupun tidak.Engkau berilah kegembiraan kpd mereka sepertimana Engkau kehendaki.Semoga aku dan mereka akan selalu igt dan sujud kpdMu Ya Rabbi..Amin.."

cekodok pisang..

oh yeah!!!!

td tghari mse tgh santai2 makan nugget cap PRIDE, tibe2 ternampak pisang emas yg beli kt giant ahad lepas...byk lg...dh masak ranum..bwt cekodok mesti sedap kan??? tp tepung gandum plak xde...adess...mne nk cari eh?? jeng jeng jeng..."ain,ko ade tepung gndum x??" ain : "ade, nnt amik kt situ k." aku : "ok,tQ!"

sepantas kilat, aku tinggalkan nugget and terus g dapur n perisikan pisang utk dilenyek..aku guna pisang emas..so letak gula dlm 2sudu setengah..tepung plak agak2 la utk bg pisang tu x lembik sgt mse goreng nnt..

ni la hasilnya....tadaaaaaaaaaa!!!

sorry la...tinggal lima biji terakhir bru teringat nk amik pic..sbb ni la pertama kali buat cekodok sendiri..dh la stay kt umah sewa...susah nk cari cekodok plak kt bandar nih...heheh..

korang pon try la beli pisang n buat sendiri..puas ati...jimat duit! bye2~!!

the awesomeness....

ok...bru mok update dinner last week...huha3~ bz bebenor la dgn asemens, lab report, bla bla bla...adess..pack jadual! 

dinner kali nih lg best la dari last2 yr punye dinner sbb lg grand...dgn tema dia vintage, mmg senang la nk cari baju kan..??? *hentam pakai bju kotak2* mmg x ayu sy pada mlm itu..hahaha..*ade aku kesah?? =.=''

jom la luangkan masa anda menikmati gambar2 yg samada bakal menyakitkan mata atau tidak..heheh...

we come together..shaq's myvi..hehe

kitorg punye reserved table..sweet 17.. ^^

Kiwiberry n Heaven...ehem3~!!

fisherman & tiGerliLy... :)

our classmate!! *still ade yg x masuk nih..

my lovely classmate n sporting siroo!! 

last but not least, this beautiful lady is my housemate,bestmate,bedmate..hahahah...cute?? sorry,taken!! LOL

oyeah! that's all yg dpt cik paus kongsi bersama....len waktu update lg... :)

stuck in

boredLAND near to the SADland...

lamanya.....

Lamanya......x jumpa..
Lamanya......x makan bersama..
Lamanya......x keluar bersama..
Lamanya......x bermain bersama..
Lamanya......x borak2 bersama..
Lamanya......x gembira bersama...

Sayangnya...semuanya sementara...huhuhu..balik hometown tp kena kuarantin dlm bilik sbb SEMUANYA DEMAM SELSEMA+BATUK..dh la lama x jumpa..nak kacau adik2 pun, diaorg semua x sihat...dua2 terbaring atas katil..kesiannya adik2 akak.. :( akak dh nak balik pon korang still x bangun lg..sob sob sob..sedihnya hati akak tgk korang berselubung dlm selimut sambil letak Kool Fever..huhuh...cepat sembuh ye! cepat la sembuh..boleh la kita gurau2 lg mcm time akak cuti dulu...gelak sama2..usik2...huhuh...

InsyaAllah semua yg berlaku pd bulan Disember tahun ini akan menjadi titik semangat utk aku teruskan perjuangan hidup pd tahun yg bakal tiba tidak lama lg..2012... :)

i love him...

yeah! true! i love Bruno Mars.. :)

means that i love his songs..even my message n ringtone are Bruno Mars's songs.. :)

For this few days, I've been listening to one song..."it will rain"....

the lyrics....so meaningful....but i like it..

If you ever leave me, baby, 
Leave some morphine at my door 
Cause it would take a whole lot of medication 
To realize what we used to have, 
We don't have it anymore. 

There's no religion that could save me 
No matter how long my knees are on the floor, oh 
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm making 
Will keep you by my side 
Will keep you from walking out the door. 

Cause there'll be no sunlight 
if I lose you, baby 
There'll be no clear skies 
if I lose you, baby 
Just like the clouds, 
my eyes will do the same if you walk away 
Everyday, it will rain, 
rain, rain 

I'll never be your mother's favorite 
Your daddy can't even look me in the eye 
Oooh if I was in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing 
Saying there goes my little girl 
walking with that troublesome guy 

But they're just afraid of something they can't understand 
Oooh well little darling watch me change their minds 
Yea for you I'll try, I'll try, I'll try, I'll try 
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding 
If that'll make you mine 

Cause there'll be no sunlight 
if I lose you, baby 
There'll be no clear skies 
if I lose you, baby 
Just like the clouds, 
my eyes will do the same if you walk away 
Everyday, it will rain, 
rain, rain 

Ooooh Don't you say 
goodbye, don't just say, goodbye 
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding 
If that'll make it right 

Cause there'll be no sunlight 
if I lose you, baby 
There'll be no clear skies 
if I lose you, baby 
Just like the clouds, 
my eyes will do the same if you walk away 
Everyday, it will rain, 
rain, rain...

**nice song right?

**i love you till my last breath..and it will remain the same..nothing can change...**

usrah di malam hari..

Apa gunanya diciptakan blog kalau bukan sbg tempat utk berkongsi sesuatu dgn kwn2 atau sesiapa yg rajin utk bercerita kisah pengalaman hidupnya? tapi tidak semua la yg harus dikongsikan..kalau ada pun,letaklah nama timangan yg sedap dibaca.. :)

Blog Cik Paus tidak bermaksud utk mengaibkan sesiapa ataupun membuka pekung di dada..Jikalau ada yg terasa hati, Cik Paus minta maaf byk2..Selepas ni Cik Paus dah x punya byk masa utk dikongsi bersama memandangkan Cik Paus perlu tumpukan pada pelajaran..Yup! Pelajaran...

Harap semuanya berjalan dgn lancar seperti yg dirancangkan..Amin...

Berbahagialah kamu di sana kerana aku akan sentiasa menyokong dan mendoakan kamu tidak kira dlm apa jua yg kamu lakukan..InsyaAllah semuanya akan lancar hendakNya..Amin...

Hlovate : memoir

"I start my day with something sweet and it end with something sweeter.."

lots of love : MissPaus... :)

SADland...

Sometimes,we cannot put high expectation to something that we really want to..

Maybe true love is a decision. You know, a decision to take a chance with somebody. To give to somebody. Without worrying whether they’ll give anything back. Or if they’re gonna hurt you, or if they really are the one. Maybe love isn’t something that happens to you. Maybe it’s something you have to choose.

And, so while this is completely against my beliefs, I’m gonna let myself fall in love with you, even though guys always seem to hurt me, I guess I have to take that chance, I mean if I didn’t, I would probably just give up on love altogether, and that has to be the saddest thing ever, so here I go again, I’m just praying this time, my heart won’t end up breaking all over again. But i know it’ll be worth it.

For me, it's just a BAD day..NOT a bad LIFE..

Ombak Rindu...

tudiaaaaaaaa...Org sibuk dok cakap Ombak Rindu la 1 Dec 2011 ni...aku tau Ombak Rindu ni kisah novel pon sbb kwn2 aku minat baca novel...aku?? hampeh...novel tu yg bca aku nnt...hahahah...meh tgk novel dia meh..

Not bad la tgk cerita dia..maybe sbb aku x baca novel dia so aku menguap sgt2 la byk kali...bak kata cik Kiwiberry,Paus mana tgk citer melayu kt wayang..haaaaaaa...tau xpa..hahaha...tp sbb curiosity level aku tinggi, aku gagah gak tgk..Bleh paham gak la..*thanx Heaven sbb tlg explain kt aku jalan cerita dia (aku asyik tanya dia ja apa jd lepas tu n betul ke x cerita sama dgn novel??) hahahaha...wayang FULL HOUSE ok!

ni la dia punya poster..aku cilok dari Mr.Google..heheh..

scene2 dlm citer ni aku suka la jugak...mcm ade kena dgn batang idung sikit..hahahah...tang mana tu chek x mau la habaq kt hampa..maluuuuuu~ *sengal..hahah...cekidaut bebeh!

giler layan perasaan ah time nih...best kot kena plok dari blakang dgn husband..hahah..chek mmg suka pantai.. :)

walawey...untung la kalau husband aku nnt nk ajak naik kapal cmni...romantik siot..

jeng jeng jeng...scene menarik! hahah..sensored! tot tot! budak2 cepat pejam mata! ehem2...

ni la lagii...adess....manjanya nampak husband and wife ni...x sabar plak nk kahwin..tunggu la  jodoh sampai dulu... (n_n)

overall, 4 bintang utk ombak rindu... 

**********************************************************************************

Hari ni pun dapat berita gembira...dapat habiskan study seperti yg dijanjikan awal2 sem dulu...yeay! so nnt aku g practical dlm bulan 5 tahun 2012...ade rezeki sambung MBBS, habis MBBS dlm umur 25..so 26thn dh  bleh ade stable income la...heheh...doakan ye! 

tu je lah nk bebel malam ni...Boy,ilebiu! hahah...Oopss! kantoi! hahah...

a word to say...M.I.S.S...

“I’ve tried to block your memory to protect me from the pain, pretend I never knew you, and never heard

 your name. But the walls aren’t strong enough and I fight my tears in vain. The feeling came creeping 

through and the hurt is still the same. I wish I could forget you, or make you see me now. The pain will 

ease in time, and though I know it’s over and what we had is gone, the memories will live forever in a 

corner of my mind.”

Let me share you some beautiful conversation between a girl and Allah... :)

She: Allah, after a long time i saw him today, he looks so happy. He didnt noticed me but i saw him smiling, he 

looks so fine. I know how i asked you to take care of him, to always make him safe and happy. I know how 

im asking you to make him feel love and even asked you to bring the right girl for him, someone who can 

take care of him, someone who will love him.  But why im feeling this way Ya Allah? i'm hurting, i don't 

understand, i should be happy for him but im not. I feel bad, it shouldn’t be this way

Allah: i understand, dont worry it is natural to feel that way. You will get better, i promise.

She: but Allah, Why? I dont like this feelings, it feels like my heart is breaking again… It took me a years to 

put the pieces back together and i thought im already okay but seeing him again makes it painful again. 

Why?

Allah: because you love.

She: Does it really have to hurt? 

Allah: because that is how you will learn. You will be okay, can you please trust me? I am here, i will take 

that pain away, all you have to do is to let go, really just fully let go…everthing that is in your heart right 

now, that pain, anger, everything and just trust me! i am here for you. I LOVE YOU...

p/s : i read this from somebody's blog...what a wonderful writing she had..really touched my heart..this blog suggested by my friend..really appreciated that my dear Aqilah bt Alias..i'm feeling much better to carry on mylife... i will continue reading that girl blog and share something with all of you later on...thanks for your time reading  my blog... bye2~ 

tepuk x bunyi??

Erm....cmne nk start ye?? jom tepuk same2 nak?? sape nk join cik Paus tepuk tgn ye? sebenarnye...blog ni la tempat aku nk sedih ke nk hepi ke...x pandai nk luahkan kt org...*i'm crying while i'm writing this blog.. 

sedihnya...akhirnya pengakuan secara tidak langsung yg dia pun mengharapkan ade insan lain akn menjadi teman aku..in term of teenagers, "couple"...OMG...andainya kau tahu sayang...hatiku tidak lagi terbuka utk insan lain bernama lelaki utk mendekatiku...cukup2 la dgn pengalaman yg ade...hurmm.....

Menyesal pun ade sbb gatal tgn sgt g balas msej dia...dh tahu dia tu milik org lain..pergi kacau jugak bwt ape?? tp xde la cik paus g msej dia hari2..msej time cik paus sunyi je..hari2 kang kesian dia,habis kredit,xleh nk msej awek dia..x mau la cmtu...x baik bwt perempuan lain sedih..*hakikatnye pkwe aku dh jd dia punye pkwe...erm..xpelah....redha..alhamdulillah cik paus dgn dia masih berkawan baik...x salah kan berkawan?? kalau ade jodoh, kalau x couple pon xpe..mesti jodoh dgn dia bertemu jugak akhirnya...insyaAllah...amin...doakan utk cik paus jugak ye... :) terima kasih...

Cik paus doakan dia bahagia and more2 happy dgn org baru...hari2 dia senyum je dpt mesej...bahagia sgt cik paus tgk bila ada org dpt buat dia senyum..maknanya dia x susah kalau cik paus xde..dia boleh harapkan org tu...cik paus nk org tu manjakan dia mcm cik paus layan dia dulu...wah...tibe2 teringat plak detik2 yg kami share same2...hurmm..sudah2...dh lewat ni..pergi tido dan mulakan hari yg baru esok...insyaAllah ade sinar yg baru menanti...

Selamat malam sayang....ilebiusomuchandiwillwaitforyouuntiluaskmetostop...

New style of lepak-ing..

walaweyyyyyyyy~ seghonok giler arini...*x padan dgn lutut sakit..hahah..arini keluar teman Boy pergi photo hunting kt area KL..sgt gempak! first time aku pegang DSLR lama2...hahaha...colour Boy punya DSLR menarik minat aku ok! MERAH! manyak ong woooooo~ heheh.. :D cekidaut kamera Boy..*aku GOOGLE je image dia...hahahah..

real one yg Boy punye lain sikit..sbb dia punya muncong lg panjang..pastu ade tali utk sangkut kt leher..beg simpan dia warna merah gak..ramai plak aku tgk bw beg tu ke hulu ke hilir td..heheh...tukar beg Boy! tukar! wahaha...jahat giler aku...

Mcm jakun giler aku...hahahah...snap pic sane..snap pic sini...habis keliling taman kt KL tu aku snap...ngeh3..time ni la mata aku yg rabun nmpak semua benda yg kecik2 utk focus amik gambar...semut kt kelopak bunga pon aku nampak! hahaha...siap bleh ade kesabaran tunggu kumbang hisap madu lg mai kt bunga..hahaha...aku ade gak snap pic air kt ujung2 akar...pergh! bleh buat gambar poskad beb! *perasan  bagus jap.. :P

ni la antara contoh2 pic yg kami berdua snap..contoh2 ni missPaus amik dAri https://www.facebook.com/3kupang.*real pic ade pada Boy.dia x email lg kt missPaus...

baru la aku sedar yg aku ni sebenarnye mmg sgt2 berminat dgn fotografi..tp selalu xde la excited cmni sbb selalunye amik pic guna henpon je kannnnnn... :(

at least minat amik gambar tu x terkubur la kan wlupon guna henpon je.. :) 

Boy pun semangat je nak ajar aku gna camera dgn lebih mendalam..ade masa free lg missPaus blajar ye! kita hang out same2 lagi... :) Kami singgah Kinokuniya sbb Boy kata nk cari buku berkaitan DSLR tp x jumpa yg berkenan plak..yg aku tgk dh mcm nk juling biji mata..semua aku kata lawa...hahaha...*nmpak sgt xde experience fotografi..

mse tgh snap2 gambar tu dia tunjuk r kt aku nk setting sikit2..yg aku tau n x payah nk ajar, DELETE picture..hahah..senang! tekan gambar dustbin.. :D ade r gak belajar perkataan baru...aperture, ISO, slow shutter..haaaa...byk lg..x igt dh...hahaha...Then Boy citer  r kt aku yg selenga nih ttg pelbagai jenis lens camera ni ade utk fokus even liang2 roma kt muka leh nmpak dari jauh haa kalu di snap..hebat kan! ni la antara lens yg aku sempat google..

**gambar dari kiri ke kanan ialah Canon EF 15mm f/2.8 Fisheye Lens, Canon EF 14mm f/2.8 L USM Lens, Canon EF-S 10-22mm f/3.5-4.5 USM Lens dan Canon EF 16-35mm f/2.8 L USM Lens.

Boy punye camera ade lens ni..made in Germany..ade yg made in Japan..aku pon x tahu nk beza mne lg good quality..jnji leh amik pic bagus...kan?? :)

Pic1 kt bawah ni plak kalu guna fish eye lens..gambar2 dia mostly jd lengkung2...bolat2 cam mata ikan la kan...jom skodeng kt bwh ni!

Then sampai umah terus call my mama...Mama, kakak pun nk DSLR jugak...hehe.."xpayah la lagi,pinjam je dulu Boy punye...xpon kalu Boy risau rosak, sewakan je..." 

keciwa jap ati.. =.=" hahaha..mahal la camera tu...tp xpe...rezeki ade kt mana2..usaha tangga kejayaan...keje rajin2! blaja sungguh2...gaji besor leh beli wlupon lmbat lg..heheh...

p/s : "take a picture..it will last longer.."

night peeps! that's all for today...k bye... :D

WE RUN KL 10K..NIKE RUN..

Satu lagi event yg dh selesai...fuhh! alhamdulillah semuanya berjalan dgn lancar wlupon pada mulanya kami bertolak agak lewat..nasib baik abg joe tahu jalan..so x sesat... :)

Last week PBIM..10km gak...ni kira recovery run la ni..sekaligus utk improved timing...lega sbb NIKE run nih sampai cepat sikit dari PBIM..sikit jelah wlupon x byk..5minit begitu berharga buatku..hihihih...NIKE run timing is 1:46:37..hohohoh...

NIKE run  ni jugak last event aku dgn Ira Kecik sbb dia dh habis study kt Shah Alam..sob sob sob.. :(
Team  runners kali nih superb wa cakap sama lu! giler happening...
Ok..Then, baju NIKE 2011 sangat sangat sangat lawa k! bg aku lawa la kaler dia tu..menarik..bib dia cetak kt baju..design dia pon cun..


Jom skodeng pic2 yg aku snap... :)

suhadri,raja,azan,apiz,ira.. my team :)

melepaskan lelah di jalan..hehe

gelagat korang menceriakan aku..terima kasih.. :)

**p/s : dlm gembira,ada duka...terkilan la sikit...bila ada org yg takut nk ambil gambar berdua..mungkin dia pikir aku nk upload kt fB kot..xde maknanya la cik abg...huhuh...kita kan Teman Tapi Mesra..aku jumpa ko dulu dari dia lah..jgn la takut sgt..hurmm...apepon terima kasih dtg utk event wlupon kakimu sakit..lama x jumpa,lepas la jugak hajat di hati..kikiki..*mood gatai mai dah.. :P

itu je nk update..mau sambung rehat2 di rumah...manjakan kaki...

monologue..

LOVING someone who doesn't feel the same way is like using a WHITE CRAYON on a WHITE PAPER... It is always INVISIBLE...

J.O.B

Alhamdulillah...akhirnya dpt jugak keja wlupon  x gempak mne pon keja tu..tp boleh la nk buat duit blnja hari2..lepas duit dapur org kata kan.. :)

Esok start masuk keja pukul2 ptg..training dulu...harap cepat la pick-up aku nih...huhuh...thanx to Ms.Kiwiberry sbb bgtahu ade keja kosong tu..pergi terus interview.. :D

Hari ahad ni jugak aku join NIKE run..entah cmne la nk pergi nnt...Mr.S xdpt nk bw kereta ats sbb2 tertentu...so nk x nk kena la cari option lain..tgk kereta sape yg kosong...

Harap semua berjalan dgn lancar..

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku...Engkau permudahkanlah segala urusanku...Amin....

Penang Bridge International Marathon 2011

waaaaaaaa~!!! teruja...excited....happening...semua ada..Bertolak dari shah alam jam 12 tgh malam,malam sabtu..aku naik dgn Suhadri, Syakirah and the driver is Hafiz *pakwe syakirah...hohoh...lama x travel jauh naik kereta..bosan2...xtahu nk buat ape dlm keta tu kot..hahah...

Sampai Penang around 6a.m...then shoot g Queensbay mall utk amik race pack tp kena tgu sampai kul10 pg sbb booth buka time tu..so lepak2 la sampai lebam kt tepi pantai..tidoo..ZZzzz......kami sampai pukul 2 ptg kot x mandi..hahaha..terbaek!!! belengas badan wa cakap sama lu...hahahah...

sampai batu feringghi, check-in...alhamdulillah aku ingat jalan ke hotel...yahooooo! berhasil research tentang pulau even aku stay kt main land..ngeh3~..

sampai bilik tu qada tidor...sbb nnt tgh2 mlm nk gerak ke Queensbay semula sbb race start 2a.m...wlopon aku race jam 6 pagi..kena la bg support kt kawan2 yg lain...ade yg amik 42km and ade amik 21km...aku n syakirah amik 10km je...hehe...

Alhamdulillah berkat duk umah sebulan ngn haprak punye training, dapat gak medal..huhuh...timing je x best...adess...kena improved lg nih...

Apepon...semua happy dpt habiskan larian...ni ade beberapa koleksi pic utk PBIM 2011...masa race x sempat snap pic..huhuh...masing2 ngantok.. :( tp xpelah..ade gak kenangan kan dari xde..

ni la bib and baju aku..pink kaler woo~ hehe..

ni plak team dari shah alam yg same2 konvoi ke Penang..terbaek korang! 

Okey, next event kitorang adalah Nike KL run, 27th November 2011...10km...hope boleh la ade Pb..huhuh...

that's all for today...bye2~

makcik oh makcik..

Arghhhhhhh!!!!! #^*()$%^&*..tibe2 nk bebal kan?? .Erm..elok2 je aku dh lupe pasal cintun2 nih..cmne nk ckap erk?? lelaki2 yg aku kenal secara mendalam..bak kata org putih,know deeply thru their heart..cewah! Maklumlah, cuti ujung minggu byk plak dpt jemputan kenduri kahwin termasuklah ke rumah kwn sek men aku..huhuh...salam la dgn tuan rumah..cmne ntah leh terserempak dgn makcik2 kampung atok aku..adei~! maka keluar lah ayat2, frasa2 yg membuatkan aku senyum2 kambing *kalu kambing tgk pon gelak guling2* weEeKk!! "x lama lg dia la plak naik pelamin"..Hello makcik! baru 21 thn okey..jauhhhhh lg perjalanan hidup nk smpai tahap jd isteri org wlupon kdg2 berangan mengalahkan org dh byk duit nk kahwin..hahah...

Cmne la nk kahwin...bila rapat je dgn laki, semua lari pi kt ppuan lain..konon x sampai hati kwn rapat je sbb terhutang budi..terhutang budi..ayat yg mmg selalu la meniti di bibir lelaki2 itu..*sigh..xpelah,yg penting aku x simpan dlm hati..aku kwn je..dia pun ngaku aku "kwn" je kan? so, xyah la aku nk mengharap setinggi gunung everest lg...sampai skrg ni utk aku percayakan lelaki tu, susah sgt...hurmm...siyes! sampai la aku x caya kt hang lepas hang kelentong aku hidop2! hak tuih betoi! nasib baik la ada kwn2..leh gak dok pinjam bahu depan habuan nk teriak...sob...sob...nk kata benak,satgi marah plak..adoi la...biaq aku sorang ja la tau ati ni lagu mana..nk berkecai ka,nk remuk ka,nk bengkak ka..lantak pi kt dia..yg penting la nih,fokus blajaq..capai cita2,bayaq hutang pT bg habih buang..pastu KALAU ADA JODOH,ADA LAA......cakap pasai jodoh kan..aku ada story nk share dgn hampa semua..kalau boring ka,dh baca ka, xpalah..x paksa pon hampa nk baca...

:: "JODOH ♥♥ USAH MENCARI YANG "TERLALU SEMPURNA" :: 

Jika kamu memancing ikan... Setelah ikan itu terlekat di mata kail, hendaklah kamu mengambil ikan itu... Janganlah sesekali kamu LEPASKAN ia semula ke dalam air begitu saja.. Kerana ia akan SAKIT oleh kerana bisanya ketajaman mata kailmu & mungkin ia akan MENDERITA selagi ia masih hidup. 

Begitulah juga...setelah kamu memberi banyak PENGHARAPAN kepada seseorang... Setelah ia mulai MENYAYANGIMU, hendaklah kamu MENJAGA hatinya... Janganlah sesekali kamu meninggalkannya begitu saja... Kerana dia akan TERLUKA oleh kenangan bersamamu, & mungkin TIDAK dapat MELUPAKAN segalanya selagi dia mengingatmu... 

Jika kamu menadah air biarlah berpada, jangan terlalu mengharap pada takungannya & janganlah menganggap ia begitu teguh...cukuplah sekadar keperluanmu... Apabila sekali ia retak...tentu sukar untuk kamu menampalnya semula... Akhirnya ia dibuang... Sedangkan jika kamu cuba memperbaikinya, mungkin ia masih dapat digunakan lagi... 

Begitu juga jika kamu memiliki seseorang, TERIMALAH seadanya... Janganlah kamu terlalu mengaguminya & janganlah kamu menganggapnya begitu istimewa... Anggaplah dia manusia biasa. Apabila sekali dia melakukan KESILAPAN, bukan mudah bagi kamu untuk menerimanya... Akhirnya kamu KECEWA & meninggalkannya. Sedangkan, jika kamu MEMAAFKANNYA boleh jadi hubungan kamu akan TERUS hingga ke akhirnya.... 

Jika kamu telah memiliki sepinggan nasi, yang kamu pasti baik untuk dirimu... Mengenyangkan - Berkhasiat. Mengapa kamu berlengah, cuba mencari makanan yang lain..?? Terlalu ingin mengejar kelazatan... KELAK.. Nasi itu akan basi & kamu tidak boleh memakannya... Lalu kamu akan menyesal. 

Begitu juga jika kamu telah bertemu dengan seorang insan, yang pasti membawa KEBAIKAN kepada dirimu. MENYAYANGIMU.. MENGASIHIMU... Mengapa kamu berlengah, cuba MEMBANDINGKANNYA dengan yang lain..?? Terlalu mengejar kesempurnaan... KELAK.. Kamu akan KEHILANGANNYA apabila dia menjadi milik orang lain... Lalu kamu juga yang akan MENYESAL...!! 


SEKIAN...

detik akhir..

waaaaaaaa.....cuti sem dh nk habis..dh la susah nk dpt cuti pnjang2 nih...ntah ape la yg aku buat sgt smpai malas cmni..event yg besar2 utk cuti kali adalah kunjungan kwn2 ku Mr.heaven dgn cik Kiwiberry..x lupa gak cik gigiBesi...yahoooooooo!! welcome to Prince of Whale guys!!! :D

tahun ni gak aku pertama kalinya join Penang International Bridge Marathon, woman open 10km..last year demam panas so x dpt join..huhuh...x sabar rasa nya nk pi amik race pack kt Queensbay maLL...hohoho...harap2 nnt x semput teruk mse lari sbb x training sgt since sini asyik hujan ja ptg2... :(

alang2 dpt internet kt umah nih, ni la chance nk update blog sejak sekian lama..huhuh...x sabar jugak sebenarnya nk start study balik..nk cepat2 habis..nk cepat2 kumpul duit..nk majukan diri...cewah! besor benor ler cita2 nih...

oklah..tu ja nk bebel...x sabaq nk update utk trip kembara ke utara tanah air dgn kwn2... (^____^) selamat malam! papai~

ni ja nak habaq kt hang..

Jika kawanmu mengkhianati atau meninggalkanmu....Tersenyumlah...sbb org yg seharusnya bersedih adalah dirinya.. Kerana kamu hanya Kehilangan org yg tidak mahu berkawan dgnmu,sedangkan dia, telah kehilangan seseorang yg IKHLAS berkawan dengannya..

p/s : kena batang idung sendiri baru padan muka..

holiday or horribleDAY??

aiseh...
bosannya duk umah...nk keje tp kesihatan plak x mengizinkan....
knp la skrg nih kerap sgt jatuh sakit?? ade je habuk sikit, mula la asthma ni nk dtg... dulu x cmni pon...hurm...
dh duk umah, duit of coz xde...nk topup jgn harap la...nk msej sape la sgt kan??
nk msej dgn sipolan, dia jarang balas... credit aku,aku habis kan utk dia je...hahaha..puas hati....
erm...duit amik lesen terpaksa diberikan kt adik aku...adoiyai...smpai bila nk tangguh amik lesen nih?? huhuhu...
nk jugak merasa drive kereta sendiri...x perlu nk sakit hati tgk org pandang kita rendah giler sbb susah nk ke sana ke mari..tmbah2 plak, org yg aku care giler, x perasan pon yg aku cube buat n sediakan yg terbaek utk dia even aku xde kereta...hurmm....ini lah nasib....xde rezeki nampaknya...xpelah....sabar jelah buat mse nih..Allah nk uji kesabaran aku agaknye....insyaAllah kemudian hari senang...amin....

**cuti aku habis kan masa dgn membaca buku sains kesihatan dan buku agama...rse insaf kejap...huhu...jahil rupanya aku nih..byk yg aku xtahu rupanya...

it should be KLCC but....

lalalala...yesterday...i'm done with packaging my old notes...
i made a promise to meet someone...jeng jeng jeng...a new BFFFF???? 
we had breakfast together...i'm so hungry..huhuh..it's hard to see me ate like a big fat dragon..hahahah...i ordered roti canai n teh tarik..
around 10.40 a.m, we move to KL SENTRAL..as i told Mr.XOXO that i want to spend my time walking at KLCC park..since i never been there with public transport.. 
Then, when we arrived at the KL SENTRAL, he asked me, why don't we go to Genting Highland?
OMG!! Genting Highland?? since it was Thursday, I AGREED~!! hahahaha...then we bought tickets to Genting, RM17.20..
Pergh!!! 1 hour to be at the top..so sleepy while in the bus..*fyi, i always sleep no matter what if i'm in the bus or car..heheh..
No cable car! Genting Skyway is under construction until 22th of Oct 2011...so we ride the shuttle bus..
There is a lot of peoples at Genting Highlands..I thought during weekdays peoples would be less.. =.='
We just walking around the theme park..Eating goguma..Mr.XOXO also like to eat goguma..For that, I would love to reward him 3 goguma...means, he need to improve his attention towards me in order to get full 10 goguma.. :)
so cold there.. i just wore t-shirt with cardigan which is not enough to keep me warm..huhuh...
we enjoy seeing peoples as i asked him to walked around the park..upstairs,downstairs,up again..hahahahah...then,we saw the list for casino winner..pap!! i told him that i saw malay name there..Mr.ROZAMI..he won about 60k..OMG! others are chinese...talking bout chinese, it is hard for me to find malay or muslim peoples at genting highland..hahah...can count using fingers!  i noticed that peoples around kept looking at me sometimes..do i care??  there's lot of arabic peoples..i wish i had a chance to wear hijab! not for style but for myself..my pride..
As time goes by, it is near to the ending time we had together..We need to go home...
For Mr.XOXO, thanx for your quality time with me..I really appreciate it...U really tried to make me happy...
For our best moments, it is secret yaw!!! *so gedik lah nk bold2 nih.. hahahah....hope u enjoy also with me...that's all that i can afford to pleased U!
Going back home to the Northern region...it is my lucky day since I got the last seat!! *poyo*
at 11.30 p.m and i'll be gone...hope not forever.. wish can arrive there safely...i'll bring our moments together my dear frenz and mr.XOXO... :) i have something to say to u, The most precious gift you can give someone is the gift of your time and attention. 

it is all about quotes..

It's useless to show how much you damn care for that special someone when that person is too busy getting somebody's attention..

If you don't understand my silence, how will you understand my words?  


Top 3 rules in a Relationship: 


i) don't lie


ii) don't cheat 


iii) don't make promises that you can't keep




Why waste your time getting hurt by someone, 


when there's someone else out there waiting to make you happy?

A great relationship isn't when a perfect 


couple comes together, 


 but an imperfect couple learns to enjoy their


 differences. 

***damn! i am to crazy about this little monkey emoticons!!! sorry yaw!! hahahah...hope u enjoy looking at them like me~!! (~__^)