duka lara kecewa...

Rasa macam nk tgk wayang...cerita Mission Impossible 4 : Ghost Protocol *antu pun ade protocol ke?? heheh..
tapi...tapi...org yg diajak tu dh tgk dgn org lain.. =.=
kesian pulak kt org yg diajak kalau tgk ulang2 kali..x surprised dh sbb kena pura2 konon xtgk lg..so lame of me! *bz dgn jadual..igt nk release la tension...hurmm....
Xpelah..tgu yg dvdrip lah..download je...tp feeling tetap x same tgk kt wayang kan? kan? kan? huhuhu..sedih!
New year nnt nk buat ape ye? nk pergi mane ye? kawan2 semua balik kg or mybe keje.... bertapa dlm rumah tgk bunga api dlm tv  la jawabnye...sob..sob..sob...
Ntah kenapa ntah hujung tahun ni rasa sedih...resah je..mlm2 x leh tido lena sgt..mesti terjaga awal punye...
Exam xlama je lagi..kena usaha ni..nk buktikan kat seseorang yg aku pun layak....chaiyok2!! :)

"Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku...Engkau berilah kekuatan kepadaku utk menempuh hari2 yg mencabar ini,maafkanlah org yg melukakan hatiku pada tahun ini,yg membohongiku,yg menyusahkanku secara sengaja ataupun tidak.Engkau berilah kegembiraan kpd mereka sepertimana Engkau kehendaki.Semoga aku dan mereka akan selalu igt dan sujud kpdMu Ya Rabbi..Amin.."

cekodok pisang..

oh yeah!!!!

td tghari mse tgh santai2 makan nugget cap PRIDE, tibe2 ternampak pisang emas yg beli kt giant ahad lepas...byk lg...dh masak ranum..bwt cekodok mesti sedap kan??? tp tepung gandum plak xde...adess...mne nk cari eh?? jeng jeng jeng..."ain,ko ade tepung gndum x??" ain : "ade, nnt amik kt situ k." aku : "ok,tQ!"

sepantas kilat, aku tinggalkan nugget and terus g dapur n perisikan pisang utk dilenyek..aku guna pisang emas..so letak gula dlm 2sudu setengah..tepung plak agak2 la utk bg pisang tu x lembik sgt mse goreng nnt..

ni la hasilnya....tadaaaaaaaaaa!!!

sorry la...tinggal lima biji terakhir bru teringat nk amik pic..sbb ni la pertama kali buat cekodok sendiri..dh la stay kt umah sewa...susah nk cari cekodok plak kt bandar nih...heheh..

korang pon try la beli pisang n buat sendiri..puas ati...jimat duit! bye2~!!

the awesomeness....

ok...bru mok update dinner last week...huha3~ bz bebenor la dgn asemens, lab report, bla bla bla...adess..pack jadual! 

dinner kali nih lg best la dari last2 yr punye dinner sbb lg grand...dgn tema dia vintage, mmg senang la nk cari baju kan..??? *hentam pakai bju kotak2* mmg x ayu sy pada mlm itu..hahaha..*ade aku kesah?? =.=''

jom la luangkan masa anda menikmati gambar2 yg samada bakal menyakitkan mata atau tidak..heheh...

we come together..shaq's myvi..hehe

kitorg punye reserved table..sweet 17.. ^^

Kiwiberry n Heaven...ehem3~!!

fisherman & tiGerliLy... :)

our classmate!! *still ade yg x masuk nih..

my lovely classmate n sporting siroo!! 

last but not least, this beautiful lady is my housemate,bestmate,bedmate..hahahah...cute?? sorry,taken!! LOL

oyeah! that's all yg dpt cik paus kongsi bersama....len waktu update lg... :)

stuck in

boredLAND near to the SADland...

lamanya.....

Lamanya......x jumpa..
Lamanya......x makan bersama..
Lamanya......x keluar bersama..
Lamanya......x bermain bersama..
Lamanya......x borak2 bersama..
Lamanya......x gembira bersama...

Sayangnya...semuanya sementara...huhuhu..balik hometown tp kena kuarantin dlm bilik sbb SEMUANYA DEMAM SELSEMA+BATUK..dh la lama x jumpa..nak kacau adik2 pun, diaorg semua x sihat...dua2 terbaring atas katil..kesiannya adik2 akak.. :( akak dh nak balik pon korang still x bangun lg..sob sob sob..sedihnya hati akak tgk korang berselubung dlm selimut sambil letak Kool Fever..huhuh...cepat sembuh ye! cepat la sembuh..boleh la kita gurau2 lg mcm time akak cuti dulu...gelak sama2..usik2...huhuh...

InsyaAllah semua yg berlaku pd bulan Disember tahun ini akan menjadi titik semangat utk aku teruskan perjuangan hidup pd tahun yg bakal tiba tidak lama lg..2012... :)

i love him...

yeah! true! i love Bruno Mars.. :)

means that i love his songs..even my message n ringtone are Bruno Mars's songs.. :)

For this few days, I've been listening to one song..."it will rain"....

the lyrics....so meaningful....but i like it..

If you ever leave me, baby, 
Leave some morphine at my door 
Cause it would take a whole lot of medication 
To realize what we used to have, 
We don't have it anymore. 

There's no religion that could save me 
No matter how long my knees are on the floor, oh 
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm making 
Will keep you by my side 
Will keep you from walking out the door. 

Cause there'll be no sunlight 
if I lose you, baby 
There'll be no clear skies 
if I lose you, baby 
Just like the clouds, 
my eyes will do the same if you walk away 
Everyday, it will rain, 
rain, rain 

I'll never be your mother's favorite 
Your daddy can't even look me in the eye 
Oooh if I was in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing 
Saying there goes my little girl 
walking with that troublesome guy 

But they're just afraid of something they can't understand 
Oooh well little darling watch me change their minds 
Yea for you I'll try, I'll try, I'll try, I'll try 
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding 
If that'll make you mine 

Cause there'll be no sunlight 
if I lose you, baby 
There'll be no clear skies 
if I lose you, baby 
Just like the clouds, 
my eyes will do the same if you walk away 
Everyday, it will rain, 
rain, rain 

Ooooh Don't you say 
goodbye, don't just say, goodbye 
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding 
If that'll make it right 

Cause there'll be no sunlight 
if I lose you, baby 
There'll be no clear skies 
if I lose you, baby 
Just like the clouds, 
my eyes will do the same if you walk away 
Everyday, it will rain, 
rain, rain...

**nice song right?

**i love you till my last breath..and it will remain the same..nothing can change...**

usrah di malam hari..

Apa gunanya diciptakan blog kalau bukan sbg tempat utk berkongsi sesuatu dgn kwn2 atau sesiapa yg rajin utk bercerita kisah pengalaman hidupnya? tapi tidak semua la yg harus dikongsikan..kalau ada pun,letaklah nama timangan yg sedap dibaca.. :)

Blog Cik Paus tidak bermaksud utk mengaibkan sesiapa ataupun membuka pekung di dada..Jikalau ada yg terasa hati, Cik Paus minta maaf byk2..Selepas ni Cik Paus dah x punya byk masa utk dikongsi bersama memandangkan Cik Paus perlu tumpukan pada pelajaran..Yup! Pelajaran...

Harap semuanya berjalan dgn lancar seperti yg dirancangkan..Amin...

Berbahagialah kamu di sana kerana aku akan sentiasa menyokong dan mendoakan kamu tidak kira dlm apa jua yg kamu lakukan..InsyaAllah semuanya akan lancar hendakNya..Amin...

Hlovate : memoir

"I start my day with something sweet and it end with something sweeter.."

lots of love : MissPaus... :)

SADland...

Sometimes,we cannot put high expectation to something that we really want to..

Maybe true love is a decision. You know, a decision to take a chance with somebody. To give to somebody. Without worrying whether they’ll give anything back. Or if they’re gonna hurt you, or if they really are the one. Maybe love isn’t something that happens to you. Maybe it’s something you have to choose.

And, so while this is completely against my beliefs, I’m gonna let myself fall in love with you, even though guys always seem to hurt me, I guess I have to take that chance, I mean if I didn’t, I would probably just give up on love altogether, and that has to be the saddest thing ever, so here I go again, I’m just praying this time, my heart won’t end up breaking all over again. But i know it’ll be worth it.

For me, it's just a BAD day..NOT a bad LIFE..

Ombak Rindu...

tudiaaaaaaaa...Org sibuk dok cakap Ombak Rindu la 1 Dec 2011 ni...aku tau Ombak Rindu ni kisah novel pon sbb kwn2 aku minat baca novel...aku?? hampeh...novel tu yg bca aku nnt...hahahah...meh tgk novel dia meh..

Not bad la tgk cerita dia..maybe sbb aku x baca novel dia so aku menguap sgt2 la byk kali...bak kata cik Kiwiberry,Paus mana tgk citer melayu kt wayang..haaaaaaa...tau xpa..hahaha...tp sbb curiosity level aku tinggi, aku gagah gak tgk..Bleh paham gak la..*thanx Heaven sbb tlg explain kt aku jalan cerita dia (aku asyik tanya dia ja apa jd lepas tu n betul ke x cerita sama dgn novel??) hahahaha...wayang FULL HOUSE ok!

ni la dia punya poster..aku cilok dari Mr.Google..heheh..

scene2 dlm citer ni aku suka la jugak...mcm ade kena dgn batang idung sikit..hahahah...tang mana tu chek x mau la habaq kt hampa..maluuuuuu~ *sengal..hahah...cekidaut bebeh!

giler layan perasaan ah time nih...best kot kena plok dari blakang dgn husband..hahah..chek mmg suka pantai.. :)

walawey...untung la kalau husband aku nnt nk ajak naik kapal cmni...romantik siot..

jeng jeng jeng...scene menarik! hahah..sensored! tot tot! budak2 cepat pejam mata! ehem2...

ni la lagii...adess....manjanya nampak husband and wife ni...x sabar plak nk kahwin..tunggu la  jodoh sampai dulu... (n_n)

overall, 4 bintang utk ombak rindu... 

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Hari ni pun dapat berita gembira...dapat habiskan study seperti yg dijanjikan awal2 sem dulu...yeay! so nnt aku g practical dlm bulan 5 tahun 2012...ade rezeki sambung MBBS, habis MBBS dlm umur 25..so 26thn dh  bleh ade stable income la...heheh...doakan ye! 

tu je lah nk bebel malam ni...Boy,ilebiu! hahah...Oopss! kantoi! hahah...