Isnin

Assalamualaikum pembuka bicara..

Isnin adalah permulaan hari yang begitu memenatkan bg sesetengah orang..bg ana, bukan penat yg diraih tp sebakul, sekontena atau hanya sekelumit ilmu saja yg ditimba sejak celiknya mata hinggalah tertutup mata ini..

Hari ni jugak penampilan ala2 guru pelatih..dgn baju kurung, tudung bawal gaya rama-rama, sambil menggalas beg dan memegang fail...last2, fail tu org atasan x kutip pon lagi...adess...berat tau x? satu sem punye notes yg tebal2 tuh...huhuh..

Balik rumah, cuci toilet yg dh lama x digunakan atas sebab yg xdpt dielakkan..proses sental menyental sgt la seronok..sampai sakit kepala dibuatnya..dgr kecoh2 kt bilik utama..housemate bz isi borang nk masuk pertandingan anjuran mahasiswa islam..ana masuk ping pong (beregu), explorace, penulisan cerpen dan akhir sekali, fotografi *mne nk pinjam camera ye?* huhuh...yg bab cerpen tu xleh blah je rase sbb..sbb...novel pon xpernah bace,ni plak nk tulis cerita...haha...housemate punye pasal, redah jer cerita apepun nnt... :)

asgmnts, lab report, homework semua dh siap..tgl nak kemas kini portfolio lg sekali..adess...nk kertas merah plak cover page...nk kena tmbah separator lah, spine kat file lah..adess...migrain laaaaaaa......

info untuk presentation hari rabu nih belom cari lagi dan belom fahami dalam2 pon..hurm..permudahkanlah urusanku Ya Rabb..Kuatkanlah hatiku menempuh segalanya..Jadikan aku wanita yang tabah dan cekal dlm segala aspek..Amin..

"hubby, sayang tunggu hubby dtg jemput sayang..."

mood : kelaut.. (cc : waffy )

Rewind

p/s : I treat you all the same, no more no less. you treat me well, I treat you better. you treat me worse, you bear the consequences. # copypaste. :)

Alhamdulillah...

   | ....Assalamualaikum....  |

Alhamdulillah...minggu ni sgt memenatkan TAPI berbaloi sbb nk habiskan silibus. sampai ke hari SABTU pun ade kelas...hahaha..

Org atasan mintak portfolio plak utk 3 sem yg latest nih...adoiyai...semak la ...S.E.M.A.K..nk kena cari balik notes yg lame, quiz, asgments utk dicompile dlm satu file..nk kena beli plak file baru..adess..Duit lg nk keluar..kalau la duit tu bleh je petik dr pokok kan senang? dulu ade la tmpat nk ngadu penat lelah lepas balik kelas..skrg ni sunyi plak rasa..hahaha..*ok, tu selingan je.. =.=

Minggu depan ana bz sgt dgn lab test & quiz..Ya Allah...banyaknye la hai dugaan di bulan februari ni..Cepat2 la final exam..nk balik umah..nk relax2...nk tinggal masalah kt laut... :)

Skrg nk sambung balik study utk lab test esok pagi...haha...sempat lg update blog kan?? ape2pun, ana doakan yg terbaek utk kwn2 ana jwb dgn jayanya esok pagi..hwaiting!!

Kepada si dia yg jauh di mata tp dekat di hati, goodluck ok~ chaiyok2~ i know u can do it.. will meet u during our graduation day yeah! (n_n)

Kabulkan doaku Ya Rabb..

Allah Yang Maha Pemurah, terimakasih Engkau telah menciptakan dia dan mempertemukan saya dengannya.

Terimakasih untuk saat-saat indah yang boleh kami nikmati bersama.

Terimakasih untuk setiap pertemuan yang boleh kami lalui bersama.

Terimakasih untuk setiap saat-saat yang lalu.

Saya datang bersujud dihadapan-Mu,

Sucikan hati saya yaa Allah, sehingga dapat melaksanakan kehendak dan rencana-Mu dalam hidup saya.

Yaa Allah, jika saya bukan pemilik tulang rusuknya,

janganlah biarkan saya merindukan kehadirannya.

Janganlah biarkan saya melabuhkan hati saya di hatinya.

Kikislah pesonanya dari pelupuk mata saya

dan usirlah dia dari relung hati saya.

Gantilah damba kerinduan dan cinta yang bersemayam di dada ini dengan kasih dari dan pada-Mu yang tulus dan murni.

Tolonglah saya agar dapat mengasihinya sebagai sahabat.

Tetapi jika Kau ciptakan dia untuk saya, yaa Allah,

tolong satukan hati kami.

Bantulah saya untuk mencintai, mengerti dan menerima dia seutuhnya.

Berikan saya kesabaran, ketekunan, dan kesungguhan untuk memenangkan hatinya.

Urapilah dia agar dia juga mencintai, mengerti dan mau menerima saya

dengan segala kelebihan dan kekurangan saya sebagaimana saya telah Kau ciptakan.

Yakinkanlah dia bahwa saya sungguh-sungguh mencintai dan rela membagi suka dan duka saya dengan dia.

Yaa Allah Maha Pengasih, dengarlah doa saya ini.

Lepaskanlah saya dari keraguan ini menurut kasih dan kehendak-Mu.

Allah Yang Maha Kekal, saya tahu Engkau senantiasa memberikan yang terbaik buat saya.

Luka dan keraguan yang saya alami pasti ada hikmahnya.

Pergumulan ini mengajar saya untuk hidup makin dekat pada-Mu, untuk lebih peka terhadap suara-Mu

yang membimbing saya menuju terang-Mu.

Ajarlah saya untuk tetap setia dan sabar menanti tibanya waktu yang telah Engkau tentukan.

Jadilah kehendak-Mu dan bukan kehendak saya yang jadi dalam setiap bagian hidup saya, yaa Allah.

Amin.

ni suke2 je tau!

JANUARY=CHATTER
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to cont...rol emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them ALL.


FEBRUARY=THUG
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever.
Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.


MARCH=GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Affectionate&Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heart-breaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep they're crushes
kinda secret. pretty much flawless.


APRIL=ADORABLE
Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic..


MAY=LOVER
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.


JUNE =FINENESS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very popular. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes-rep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.


JULY=GANGSTA
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE birthday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!!


AUGUST=ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter.


SEPTEMBER=IMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fulfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the most adorable of them all.

OCTOBER=PASSION ATE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at Times. Knows how to have fun. Very mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very
social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.


NOVEMBER=SWEETI E
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.


DECEMBER=BEAUTY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Loves freedom. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High
spirited.

woo ai nie...aku cinta kamu...i love you...u hibbuka...

"if you don't love sincerely, you don't need azira actually"

this is because...

the prettiest smiles hide the deepest secret. the prettiest eyes have cried the most tears. the kindest heart have felt the most pain.

Treat me as someone special..i am different with your other friends..again..I AM DIFFERENT..

mood : broken into pieces