Please Allah...Make me a strong GirL...

Ya ALLAH..
Ajarkan aku KEIKHLASAN..
Ajarkan aku bagaimana MENERIMA..
Dan ajarkan aku tentang KELAPANGAN dada..
Ya ALLAH,jika dia ditakdirkn menjadi milikku dan jika dia pergi dariku..
Izinkan aku mampu MENAHAN diriku..
Saat diri pilu..jiwa terpukul dan terluka..ku yakin itu adalah UJIAN dariMU..
Redhakanlah Ya ALLAH jiwa ini atas segala keputusanMU..
Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin..


this entry dedicated to you my Dear..

as I said to you long time before, "when you need me but do not want me,then I must stay..when you want me BUT no longer need me,then I have to go.."

Dear,

I'm totally hurt you know..but I pretend like nothing happens since I want to be 'tough' in front of you. Everything gonna be just fine when you are not around after this. I'll be independent and protecting myself..

How I want to explain to you Dear?? What you expect from me Dear?? For me, seeing you happy and keep smilling are enough to tell me that you are happy with me BUT...You have her now...As a quote said, "if u love two peoples at one time,choose the second because if you really love the first,you wouldn't fall for the second.."

I'm getting away from you..As this will give you chance to concentrate on her..giving you space and time together..I don't want peoples keep saying that I'm snatching someone else boyfriend..I'm not that kind of person..She needs you Dear..I can be alone...Bring all our memories together with me.. It is hard for me to forget you but I will try to...for your own good..for your happiness...for YOU n HER...

Relationship is like a broken glass..just left it into pieces if it only will make you hurt by touching it..